Friday, September 28, 2007

Ramadhan.. Day 13.. or 14.. =\.. not sure! =D

Ello..

Lets start with the lame stuff bout myself..
Well.. ramadhan's cool.. everyone's looking happier and brighter.. cept for a few cases who dont really fast properly.. as in.. prayer-less fasts.. swearing n stuff.. doesnt really count innit? =\.. anyway.. lets hope these ppl change themselves so that everythings accepted and stuff for their sake.. the people around them will be held responsible for their wrong actions as well.. this is the part that gets me down.. but im just happy with doing my job as informant, i cant be as persistent as im supposed to be i guess.. lets hope God forgives me for that!

We playing for this cricket tournament tomorrow.. tis all for fun.. cos our team kinda sux! =).. so we have no real choice cept to play for fun.. i hope it goes well.. as in.. least we get off the pitch with our dignity.. least a lil of it! =D

The Meaty Stuff Of This Post

A good friend of mine admitted that she was struck by the blues when I pointed out she seemed.. "different" she was a lil busy.. but we did kinda have a productive chat about what was going on!

It started with the usual "Life Really Stinks.." , as we all know, thats kinda overrated now.. not that we wouldnt agree & use that as an excuse.. forget excuse.. sometimes when you sitting all alone.. just thinking about nothingness.. you just conclude that life does really suck!

I mean.. whats to like.. its all negativity and hopeless.. death & loss.. the list just keeps going on & on.. but still.. dont mean we cant try & make it a better place innit?

Its not easy to look at this horrible place with a vision of hope & good.. but an attempt atleast? ..is that too much to ponder about?

The answer can be forever debated upon.. but still.. lets take for example.. me being amongst the biggest pessimist on the planet.. its mostly limited to myself.. actually.. dont take myself as an example.. =p.. I am my own poison.. its just sad & pathetic to think about.. inshaAllah some1 or something will come along & change this part of me.. until then.. bleh! x| =D

We being among the blessed.. as in.. fully functional.. we aint crippled.. we've got everything we need to try and improve what this horrible place has become! I don't think its going to happen.. but no harm thinking about it innit? =\

We dont always get what we want.. we dont get all the money we want.. we dont get the love we yearn for.. we dont always feel like we belong.. we dont always see eye to eye.. but that doesnt mean we cant achieve what we want.. doesnt mean we cant love back unconditionally.. doesnt mean we cant do great things.. doesnt mean we cant compromise & unite to help ourselves & ppl around us..

Life does suck.. doesnt mean we just sulk through all of it.. tis hard to even find the little things to enjoy these days.. i know! Be warned.. i aint telling ya to get stoned or get drunk to suffice any negative feelings you might have repressed within yourself.. emotions like this.. dont go away.. they can be ignored.. but they will be back soon enough!

One remedy I've kinda learned over the times is.. as in.. takes away the hollow-ness out of this seemingly pointless life is to do something you've always wanted to do.. whether its to confess your love for this chick you've always liked.. [ or dood u like for some of you guys out there ] or it might be even more silly, like bungee jumping! Just a new experience.. kinda numbs the pointlessness for quite a bit! =D

Hmmm.. lets hope I've made sense.. till b sad to have wasted so much of your time endlessly & to no prevail.. inshaAllah then.. i await the comments! =D

Salams + tc
RR

1 comment:

B. M. said...

loll its so funny how you kundy's type kundy stuff and it makes me cry, and when my moms whopping my ass bcz i wont cry, i still dont cry..