Im in the sky tonight.. (8)

Just stole the line frm the song thats playin rite now.. "Foo Fighters - Next Year" but i do feel like that.. even though the future holds quite a few obstacles.. mainly me exams in 1.5 months..

Anyway, enough about that crap.. ive oredy decided im not going to go for my mocks for about the 4th time outta the 6 times they've happend.. loll.. im horrible.. i know! =D [ had a stewie moment there ]

Ive given up on academic values.. not that im dropping out or waeva.. im sick of filling my head with all this useless info without having a chance to apply it.. i know supposed to finish and then kinda look to where i can carry on with the application part.. but who said i have to know every freaking thing b4 i start employment.. inshaAllah i shall find summin soon.. and be AWESUM!

You heard me biatch.. AWESUM! Honestly though, almost everything ive tried, if not accomplished.. i etched an impression whilst doing it.. so im taking it to the nxt level.. i have plans and nothings going to stop me, and ill carry every issue and the world if i have to, to achieve what i want.......................................................you waiting for me to say what that is? Well go ***k urself.. i dont want you steal my plans! =p =D

One of the many keys of success is to be the 1st at something.. even if its not completely original.. you gotta add yourself to the equation to add individuality.. thats whats its all about!

I havent even studied half of what im supposed to.. and im confident im going to pass all the papers im going to sit for this Dec.. is that crazy or...... yea.. thats js crazy.. =p.. but just what and see you douches..!!!!

=D

Peace
RR

PS: Cya altaf, wish you all the best.. *mwaaaaaaaaa*

2 months..

Hey there reader.. wts up? Bored so you thought you check up on me? Well, cant say i dont appreciate it.. loll..

I got about 2months left roughly in msia.. afta reading and watching the right stuff, im happy ta be leaving msia.. if i stay any longer, my msian experience will change and i would have to make new friends and stuff.. i cant go through the trouble.. hell, i dont even have too many ppl right now, i duno how id find more.. tsk!

Im supposed to be studying as hard as i can, but cmon, its me last 2 months, arent i sup 2 enjoi? O Well, ive enjoi'd enough and il be coming back nxt year early for a short bit to close my accounts, cancel my visa, get my deposits back.. etc..

Hoping the grass is greener which ever side i choose to go, but quite honestly i believe it will be better cos i think we've exhausted the good fortune we've had over here..

Peace
RR

E!d Mubarak!

Eid Mubarak every1.. hope yall enjoy'd..

On a personal note.. its js 2.20AM and it sux so much that i wouldnt even b able to explain to you if i had all night.. drinks are being served once again at home.. and its js like u could picture it if you think about 3 semi psycho, overemo chix drunk..

Yea.. fun times.. *cheers*.. to the worst Eid of my life.. im so sad im happy.. hah..

Peace
RR

Old post..

Tis coming to the end of ramadhan.. went quite fast, but twas quite painfull still.. and ive got LOADS to catch up.. cos of a handful of missed classes and A LOT of sleeping in class.. usually id blame meself, but its hard to go for 9 hours of class with hardly any breaks, and what are the breaks for anyway? Staring at every1 carrying their 5 litre water bottles.. sipping away happily like they chilling on some beach.. loll.. sux!

And if i got a buck for every person who doesnt fast and says "whats so hard about it? I did it once" ..yea moron.. ONCE is different than doing it for 30 days in a row.. consistancy is the hardest part.. not doing it for one day.. so many ppl have come up to me when i was having a headache or close to passing out cos of fatigue and tried to make me feel better by saying "Ive fasted b4.. its easy.." close to punching them.. but thank God i was fasting..

Come to think of it.. a lotta ppl get saved from being physically and verbally abused cos we fasting.. tsk.. lucky idiots! o well.. Eid's around the corner.. build up your self esteem my friend.. so i can break it down.. *yippee*

RR

Living Life..

I came back from futsal.. to find 5 drunk ppl in me house.. all not very happy due to 1 of those people kinda being a psycho.. as the psycho was put to bed after throwing chunks to an award winning distance.. we sat and talked about the situation.. slowly.. 1 out of the 5 ppl left couldnt take it any longer and went to sleep..

As the number reduced to 4.. topics were still being thrown around.. reminiscing about good times.. talking about regrets.. hoping, wishing for a better future.. suddenly 1 of the 4 ppl put on swimming goggles and started singing to what was playing on the speakers, leaving 3 ppl..

As we talked.. 2 guys including myself.. and the 1 NOT psycho chick.. we realized we all are on the same boat.. journey is sort of similar.. but we all have different stops and different boats to get back on.

She was trying to get into the mind of a man.. why we dont love, why its all about looks, we men are assholes.. but then i fought back with why do chicks only like doods with money and a car.. why chicks are only in for the material things.. and then i forced her to understand that ppl like that do exist.. but thats not the whole planet..

She was talking about how she cant find love.. and how unhappy she is.. i explained to her how shes in a negative thoughts trap and cripple her into 1st a day of unhappiness.. 2nd into a week of tears.. and then into a month of sorrow.. a never ending cycle of pain..

She forever relates love to 1 asshole who screwed it up for her.. basically lesson.. get over it!
It'll definetely change your life for the better.. and whatever happens.. when you think about the past, dont depress yourself over the stoopid things you did, otherwise your messing up whats coming towards you as well.

Its not the journey.. its the destination!

Peace
RR

Ramadan Kareem

Well, its already my 3rd ramadan here.. pretty quick innit? The people i usually shared it with, had to fast with me, this time none of my housemates have to, so its a lil different that the usual ramadan.

This is def. the worst ramadan for me ever.. i know no water and no food is supposed to make you cranky, but this is ridiculous. I have this ever lasting ache in me head.. its like thinking about the load that awaits me this sem.. ACCA's turning out to be this poison that sucks the life outta you, driving you to extreme agony.. BUT.. will never kill you.. sucks huh?

Anyway, that just slipped out.. supposed to just wish Ramadan Kareem to every1.. hope the month goes smooth!

Peace
RR

2 months..

Its been 2 months roughly.. nothing of significance to report.. just thought I'd invest a couple of words here since it was brought to my attention that it had been a while..

Me mum, sis and cuz dropped by here.. they enjoyed themselves here.. cheap stuff, fruits and nice weather.. key things you will NEVER EVER find in dubai.. unless you willing to pay outta the ass!

Went to Cameron, Penang, Langkawi and Genting respectively! Loads of things to talk about every once in a while. Oddly enough, i didnt really get sick of them.. usually i do get sick of people, not like i go away or push them away, just when things get to predictable and jaded.. i get bored.. simple as that.. but this time things didnt slow down enough for me to complain.. Thank You God for that i guess..

Results coming out on the 14th of this month.. hoping for the best so that i can add a paper on to my current load of advanced tax and audit.. the latter is literally killing me.. each question takes about 1.5 - 2 hours.. and the possibility of getting it wrong is like 50%.. any purpose who can make a logical decision would say those numbers arent a friend.

The house is pretty bland now, Raashid left.. so theres not much football talk around in the house.. atleast no expertise and no opinions.. had a nice petite farewell for the lad and i pray we cross paths again.. God bless him.. dont remember anything cept good times.. whether it was Man Utd or Arsenal losing to the other! =p

I got a Tax progress test tomorrow.. i was not zactly aware of that.. ive been floating in and outta class so im not really aware of n e tin.. atleast ive oredy covered most of the portion.. not a prizewinner.. but least il pass the paper inshaAllah..

Now that mum and yas gone back.. im back to my life of nothingness and uni.. joy? =\

I dont know how that sounds to the untrained ear, but its sort of a bitter sweet thing.. i get to play all the poker i wan.. no1 touches me PC.. i get to play all the music i wan wenever.. atleast the expense of not being served at the respective times and everything being for.. hmm.. basically it between being in your parents house and freedom.. as bad as it would get, id always choose freedom.. *shrug*

Hmm.. k, il get back to tax..

Peace
RR