Waa...?

8:34 PM 8/5/2008
Hey.. yaa.. ive been MIA for some time.. theres been a lot happening.. ppl flying out for hols.. ppl leaving for gud.. well.. thats life here i guess..

Mostly though, im js a mess about my papers which i did in June, until i get the results, which is on the 18th of this month, i wont sleep properly. Ppl keep saying dont wory, it doesnt help, blah di blah.. doesnt help.. and doesnt add up to any sorta compensation cos my ACCA hangs in the balance, if i fail ANYTHING i gta go back to CAT to just do that 1 paper and drop all my ACCA papers, and for once even though its hell, i feel like im moving in some sorta direction.

FAK.. thinking about moving in a direction, got an F5 class tomm, and prob with that is im stuck with 1 of the worst lecturers EVER and since i dont really know any1 in the class, its like going for some 2nd language class.. nothing EVER makes sense and every1's pretty zombie like in me class so dont really feel like.. err.. socializing? is that the word? =\

Saad left a couple of days ago.. no real ache with that.. he did more damage than good.. sad to say but completely true.. only thing he left was a HUGE has debt, when broken down involves about 5 different ppl including myself for about 300 bucks respectively..

Watched every freaking thing going on in the cinema, its the whole thing of trying to be in denial about the results, every1's trying to numb feelings of dread and tension.. its sorta helping.. but soon after the publication of the results theres progress tests so its a lose-lose situation if we aint cramming.

Premiership gna start soon.. transfers have been insane ensuring an interesting season, being an Arsenal fan, I dont see a strong title challenge cos we lost our Bulldog, Flamini and our artist Hleb and ended up with soft but potentially good buys, with reference to Nasri and Ramsey, but still.. no raw strength.

Hmm.. wa else wa else.. notin really.. everythin sorta moving in a blurry bullet time.. and life's making it easier to get bitter with every passing day.. =).. yap.. i say it with a smile.. anyway.. ill go now.. maybe start posting sooner.. cya..

Peace..RR
8:45 PM 8/5/2008