3:05 AM 8/27/2008
I woke up unhappy yearning for her.. throat was parched.. finished a bottle of water and still unsatisfied.. liquid wasnt going to do it.. i needed her..
As i washed up.. i stared in the mirror reminding myself where i was going and what i had to do to make her mine.. quickly got ready and made sure i would be as glee as she would be when she was close to me.. much closer..
i made my way to the place i knew she'd be.. collided into many people i knew but briskly walked by telling them my agenda they just smiled and waved me off.. i began to walk more confident and more purposefully i realized even talking about her made me more happy..
It had been a while since our paths crossed and i yearned to be with her.. to spend the short time we do as usual, alone on our table.. just her and i..
I made it.. looked around with a cocktail of emotions.. anxiety.. nervousness.. excitement.. i felt it all.. then it dawned upon me.. she wasnt there.. again..
How could this be possible.. again?! I went on one by one.. then in denial.. took a step back and let my eyes do the work.. ppl rubbernecked at the state i was in.. subconciously i could feel my fists clench and raise slowly by my side..
I felt my stomach empty even further.. losin feeling in my legs.. random thoughts ran through my head.. what was i going to do now.. i dont think im going to last another day..
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HOW COULD THEY NOT HAVE MINT CHOCOLATE CHIP AGAIN?!
BASTARD BASKIN ROBBINS!! STOCK UP!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Waa...?
8:34 PM 8/5/2008
Hey.. yaa.. ive been MIA for some time.. theres been a lot happening.. ppl flying out for hols.. ppl leaving for gud.. well.. thats life here i guess..
Mostly though, im js a mess about my papers which i did in June, until i get the results, which is on the 18th of this month, i wont sleep properly. Ppl keep saying dont wory, it doesnt help, blah di blah.. doesnt help.. and doesnt add up to any sorta compensation cos my ACCA hangs in the balance, if i fail ANYTHING i gta go back to CAT to just do that 1 paper and drop all my ACCA papers, and for once even though its hell, i feel like im moving in some sorta direction.
FAK.. thinking about moving in a direction, got an F5 class tomm, and prob with that is im stuck with 1 of the worst lecturers EVER and since i dont really know any1 in the class, its like going for some 2nd language class.. nothing EVER makes sense and every1's pretty zombie like in me class so dont really feel like.. err.. socializing? is that the word? =\
Saad left a couple of days ago.. no real ache with that.. he did more damage than good.. sad to say but completely true.. only thing he left was a HUGE has debt, when broken down involves about 5 different ppl including myself for about 300 bucks respectively..
Watched every freaking thing going on in the cinema, its the whole thing of trying to be in denial about the results, every1's trying to numb feelings of dread and tension.. its sorta helping.. but soon after the publication of the results theres progress tests so its a lose-lose situation if we aint cramming.
Premiership gna start soon.. transfers have been insane ensuring an interesting season, being an Arsenal fan, I dont see a strong title challenge cos we lost our Bulldog, Flamini and our artist Hleb and ended up with soft but potentially good buys, with reference to Nasri and Ramsey, but still.. no raw strength.
Hmm.. wa else wa else.. notin really.. everythin sorta moving in a blurry bullet time.. and life's making it easier to get bitter with every passing day.. =).. yap.. i say it with a smile.. anyway.. ill go now.. maybe start posting sooner.. cya..
Peace..RR
8:45 PM 8/5/2008
Hey.. yaa.. ive been MIA for some time.. theres been a lot happening.. ppl flying out for hols.. ppl leaving for gud.. well.. thats life here i guess..
Mostly though, im js a mess about my papers which i did in June, until i get the results, which is on the 18th of this month, i wont sleep properly. Ppl keep saying dont wory, it doesnt help, blah di blah.. doesnt help.. and doesnt add up to any sorta compensation cos my ACCA hangs in the balance, if i fail ANYTHING i gta go back to CAT to just do that 1 paper and drop all my ACCA papers, and for once even though its hell, i feel like im moving in some sorta direction.
FAK.. thinking about moving in a direction, got an F5 class tomm, and prob with that is im stuck with 1 of the worst lecturers EVER and since i dont really know any1 in the class, its like going for some 2nd language class.. nothing EVER makes sense and every1's pretty zombie like in me class so dont really feel like.. err.. socializing? is that the word? =\
Saad left a couple of days ago.. no real ache with that.. he did more damage than good.. sad to say but completely true.. only thing he left was a HUGE has debt, when broken down involves about 5 different ppl including myself for about 300 bucks respectively..
Watched every freaking thing going on in the cinema, its the whole thing of trying to be in denial about the results, every1's trying to numb feelings of dread and tension.. its sorta helping.. but soon after the publication of the results theres progress tests so its a lose-lose situation if we aint cramming.
Premiership gna start soon.. transfers have been insane ensuring an interesting season, being an Arsenal fan, I dont see a strong title challenge cos we lost our Bulldog, Flamini and our artist Hleb and ended up with soft but potentially good buys, with reference to Nasri and Ramsey, but still.. no raw strength.
Hmm.. wa else wa else.. notin really.. everythin sorta moving in a blurry bullet time.. and life's making it easier to get bitter with every passing day.. =).. yap.. i say it with a smile.. anyway.. ill go now.. maybe start posting sooner.. cya..
Peace..RR
8:45 PM 8/5/2008
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