Living Life..

I came back from futsal.. to find 5 drunk ppl in me house.. all not very happy due to 1 of those people kinda being a psycho.. as the psycho was put to bed after throwing chunks to an award winning distance.. we sat and talked about the situation.. slowly.. 1 out of the 5 ppl left couldnt take it any longer and went to sleep..

As the number reduced to 4.. topics were still being thrown around.. reminiscing about good times.. talking about regrets.. hoping, wishing for a better future.. suddenly 1 of the 4 ppl put on swimming goggles and started singing to what was playing on the speakers, leaving 3 ppl..

As we talked.. 2 guys including myself.. and the 1 NOT psycho chick.. we realized we all are on the same boat.. journey is sort of similar.. but we all have different stops and different boats to get back on.

She was trying to get into the mind of a man.. why we dont love, why its all about looks, we men are assholes.. but then i fought back with why do chicks only like doods with money and a car.. why chicks are only in for the material things.. and then i forced her to understand that ppl like that do exist.. but thats not the whole planet..

She was talking about how she cant find love.. and how unhappy she is.. i explained to her how shes in a negative thoughts trap and cripple her into 1st a day of unhappiness.. 2nd into a week of tears.. and then into a month of sorrow.. a never ending cycle of pain..

She forever relates love to 1 asshole who screwed it up for her.. basically lesson.. get over it!
It'll definetely change your life for the better.. and whatever happens.. when you think about the past, dont depress yourself over the stoopid things you did, otherwise your messing up whats coming towards you as well.

Its not the journey.. its the destination!

Peace
RR

Ramadan Kareem

Well, its already my 3rd ramadan here.. pretty quick innit? The people i usually shared it with, had to fast with me, this time none of my housemates have to, so its a lil different that the usual ramadan.

This is def. the worst ramadan for me ever.. i know no water and no food is supposed to make you cranky, but this is ridiculous. I have this ever lasting ache in me head.. its like thinking about the load that awaits me this sem.. ACCA's turning out to be this poison that sucks the life outta you, driving you to extreme agony.. BUT.. will never kill you.. sucks huh?

Anyway, that just slipped out.. supposed to just wish Ramadan Kareem to every1.. hope the month goes smooth!

Peace
RR

2 months..

Its been 2 months roughly.. nothing of significance to report.. just thought I'd invest a couple of words here since it was brought to my attention that it had been a while..

Me mum, sis and cuz dropped by here.. they enjoyed themselves here.. cheap stuff, fruits and nice weather.. key things you will NEVER EVER find in dubai.. unless you willing to pay outta the ass!

Went to Cameron, Penang, Langkawi and Genting respectively! Loads of things to talk about every once in a while. Oddly enough, i didnt really get sick of them.. usually i do get sick of people, not like i go away or push them away, just when things get to predictable and jaded.. i get bored.. simple as that.. but this time things didnt slow down enough for me to complain.. Thank You God for that i guess..

Results coming out on the 14th of this month.. hoping for the best so that i can add a paper on to my current load of advanced tax and audit.. the latter is literally killing me.. each question takes about 1.5 - 2 hours.. and the possibility of getting it wrong is like 50%.. any purpose who can make a logical decision would say those numbers arent a friend.

The house is pretty bland now, Raashid left.. so theres not much football talk around in the house.. atleast no expertise and no opinions.. had a nice petite farewell for the lad and i pray we cross paths again.. God bless him.. dont remember anything cept good times.. whether it was Man Utd or Arsenal losing to the other! =p

I got a Tax progress test tomorrow.. i was not zactly aware of that.. ive been floating in and outta class so im not really aware of n e tin.. atleast ive oredy covered most of the portion.. not a prizewinner.. but least il pass the paper inshaAllah..

Now that mum and yas gone back.. im back to my life of nothingness and uni.. joy? =\

I dont know how that sounds to the untrained ear, but its sort of a bitter sweet thing.. i get to play all the poker i wan.. no1 touches me PC.. i get to play all the music i wan wenever.. atleast the expense of not being served at the respective times and everything being for.. hmm.. basically it between being in your parents house and freedom.. as bad as it would get, id always choose freedom.. *shrug*

Hmm.. k, il get back to tax..

Peace
RR

Has it been that long..?

Exams round the corner.. im actually prepared this time.. like supa prepared.. like studied WEEKS in advance.. usually the most i squeeze in is a couple of days.. so i hope me tireless effort doesnt go unwasted otherwise im going to go real emo.. it wont be so hard to emulated cos i know quite a few emo cases over here who have a good record of consistantly being emo biches.. haha, who da man!? *hi 5* ..........wa? dont worry, the emo biches know who they are..!! =)

Hmm.. wa else.. Football season over.. another trophy in the MU cabinet but least Barca showed them a thing or two.. actually alotta things in the UEFA Champions League Final.. Chelsea of course FA Cup, no compliment.. i was just reading this article about how the FA Cup is the least important trophy now that teams just playin their 3rd choice team and stuff.. was a little funny cos the only teams who really want to win it are in like the bottom 10 of the premiership and of course Championship Division.. loll.. and Chelsea won it! *cheers to yall*

Im playing Loco Roco 2 on the PSP, its pretty crazy.. its got this non-sensical language which i love about the game.. initially i thought i chose the wrong language, but later learnt that its a Sony game, and those guys always come up with some crazy shit! It tilts towards the OST and Thematics of Patapon but gradually leap frogs into its own category and individualistic genre.. hats off ta them for making a method of destressing for me cos im so damn sick of Law and Performance management.. tsk!

Anyway, back to cramming for me..

Best of Luck to all ACCA students.. [ and screw the rest of yall.. =p ]

Peace..
RR

Updates.. [ got nothing better! *shrug* ]

Hey..
i know this happens every once in a while.. the fact that i disappear.. but then again.. who the hell are you reading this & what do i owe u? =p.. basically.. u can wait for me to post again so SHUSH!

Well, 1 thing which me happy about is me driving classes! I can drive pretty awesumly now.. although me parking and judgement of distance aint perfect.. i drive safe and smooth.. me quite happy about that!

I did fail me road test but then again the instructor dood kept takin me to the yard to practice my hill, parkin and 3 point turn which i passed FLAWLESSLY! And just b4 u accuse me of exaggerating, if u check me slip there aint ONE x mark on it.. so yee.. was perfect! *pops collar*

Road test.. was "faaaaaaaakedddddddddd" up! Tsk.. had literally minutes of driving experience when i went for that.. seriously! So failed faster than you can put on ur seat belt, adjust ur seat and mirrors and check you signals! tsk!

Hmm.. im busy procrastinating about studying law and performance management.. o snap.. talking about my ACCA papers.. I PASSED MY CAT!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ finally! =\ ] seemed like a lifetime.. geez!

Im actually gna go for the graduation ceremony! For Gods sake this is a accomplishment alone.. and n e way, mite as well enjoi being awarded summin b4 ACCA comes along and rapes me.. tsk!

Aiite.. thats all for now.. cya lata..
Peace

RR

Im broked..

Ive just been here less than a month, and i oredy got my 1st injury.. it really sucks, i dont want to say it couldve been worse, cos that disables me from complainin about this 1!

Its me preferred leg, so gna take longer to heal and its at the knee joint. So im reminded of the pain and the fact that i really cant play even when I walk. I had a small futsal session yesterday, and me knee's like twice the size of what its supposed to be. This really sux..

I was hoping to enjoi this year completely since its me last and every1 gna b moving in diff directions.. this def treading along the lines of salt on a wound.. and worst part is i have NOTHING else to do.. cept study.. tsk..

o well.. lets see wt happens..

RR

Now i kno..

6:49 AM 1/4/2009

Hmm.. over these few weeks.. ive come to realize why i love to run away places alone.. or be in unknown spots with a handful or just 1 person.. or spend hours with a close friend or two, laughing about the tiniest most insignificant things.. kinda makes me forget everything i have to go through everyday or listen from family members of mine.. kinda carries me into a different place where im unusually happy.. least a tiny bit!

I know every1 has their own worries and troubles.. dont mean i cant complain about mine..hmm.. mine mostly revolve around the togetherness of my family members.. tis like a mini-series of Bold&Beau happening most of the time.. most of it helplessly, but yet it happens.. im sure diff things happens in diff households so no use going into detail..

The whole being in diff places.. or inevitable endless joking.. sorta is from this subconcious part of me that wants everything to just be okay.. where every1 is happy with whats happening to them and the ppl that around them.. but that aint possible.. some ppl are too old fashion others too stubborn.. whats to be done.. uncontrollable constraints!

I love being in an atmosphere where ppl are smiling, joking and laughing at things around them.. but then again.. cmon.. look at the world we live in.. hmm.. im kinda thankful i got a handful of ppl around me who make me feel like things can be laughed at and ridiculed.. if i didnt have them.. id be nothing but a stand up comedian with a billion jokes but no audience to enjoi.. and thats kinda sad dont u think?

Now i know why im sorta sad mos of the time.. tis like.. im actually a lil afraid of being too happy cos ive tasted anguish, heartache and saddness so many times that i rather be that way all the time instead of my feet floating off the floor before something or someone comes and knocks me down.. tis like if u oredy on the floor, a slippery floor aint a danger innit?

Hope i got to u on this 1..

Peace
RR

PS - Welcome New Year.. u lil bich..!
7:00 AM 1/4/2009