The Slow Pretty Part..

9:17 AM 1/14/2008

There was this one song i was listening to.. and twas live so.. when it comes to the bridge of the song.. the dood says, "This is the slow pretty part". I kinda had to listen to that part more than once to kinda enjoi it and more importantly just to suffice something inside me.

Anyway, this whole uni thing, staying up late whether to complete assignments or smoke crack, trying to be focused, the trying to be responsible, striving for the most, hooking up or watever it is you do, this is the slow pretty part in our lives. Although, we only going to see it as "pretty" when we rewind and look back at it all later on, for now, its a mini-hell which we are quite literally fighting to just survive!

When we were lil, the sky was the limit, and the world was our play ground, fear was not a feeling we understood so we did it all, but things have changed now that we've passed a number of birthdays, met different people who spoke to us about different experiences, read books and newspapers which forced our minds to think in a more society entertaining manner and shaped the way we would approached a situation. Basically, when we were kids, we were the beginning of any song worth listening to.. very, in your face, and from the heart! Lies were only told white, if we told someone we loved them, it wasnt for money or lust.. it was cos we really really did! =)

Later on, or rather quite soon, we going to reach the end of our song. Its going to be the conclusion, our conclusion rather, significant and containing a lot of substance, but not worth much for its soon going to fade away into silence. Although, let not the fact that the inevitable silence makes our long term future important, cos whatever our ending sounds like, it sets the mood and tone for the next song, the next generation.

So lets enjoy our "slow pretty" parts, take a deep breath everytime we think we losing it & achieve as much as we can, cos the next time you listening to the slow pretty part, you dont want to be sigh'ing and groaning, and trust me, the crappier you make this part, the more they going to be playing it! =D

Im off..
Cya later.. salams..
Rusty

9:36 AM 1/14/2008