In Remembrance..

Whatever you do.. whoever you hang out with.. people will always remember you as the person you were when you etched their minds and hearts..

Being kids.. we always shaping up into people's expectations.. whether its your parents, extended family or your friends who always pushed you to your unimaginable potential.. if one ever breaks a connection in between their seemingly long lives.. & if you ever do get the opportunity to meet another person.. they'll always come back expecting something along the lines of what you were..

If you knew a junkie, alcoholic.. you wouldnt expect him to have 2 kids, a steady job and a loveing wife in about 5 years.. but thats mystery & joy of life.. you never know whats going to happen next, as predictable, slow & boring as it can get!

Some people's day's are a rollercoaster everyday, some people's day's are just like traffic on sheikh zayed road at peak hours everday.. and no one will ever be happy with the set up they've been "blessed" with!

Although over a period of time.. after all the different characters one met.. after a series of emotions are felt & experiences endured.. people change.. its not easy to accept or sometimes, even believe.. but its a given.. & has to be accepted unquestionably.. mostly cos this aint a disney movie and people aint going to change just because you want them to!

Except.. it aint all negative.. heh.. sometimes people just stay the exact same.. pouring cold relief on molten hot uncertainty!

I met a couple of my friends from the mosque.. and they were SUBTLY thrilled about me being the same bum! & most people in the area dont even know my name, they know me by extra curricular activity.. so they call me "Football dood" ..its a compliment innit? =\

Nice to know Ive etched a character of that sort with people.. least leaves a smile on MY face.. dont care much about the people I've beaten or fought with.. Ey! when it comes to reputations, & what people have to say behind your back.. its every man for himself trust me!

So just becareful with what you say and do with people who share different relationships with you.. people who are close to you would protect you and prolly have your back covered.. people who you neutral with, just depends on their character and what part of you you've shared with them.. people who dont like you.. well.. what they capable of.. only God knows..

I didnt say at any point in time dont be who you are.. just said.. becareful.. think your actions through & choose your words wisely!

Salams + tc
Rushdi