Before its too late.. (8)

I wondered through fiction to look for the truth
Buried beneath all the lies
And I stood at a distance
To feel who you are
Hiding myself in your eyes

And hold on before it's too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you
Is the one that would save
A life you dont live is still lost
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

And hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are

It's all that we need in our lives

So live like you mean it
Love til you feel it
It's all that we need in our lives
So stand on the edge with me
Hold back your fear and see
Nothing is real til it's gone

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives

Hold on before its too late
Until we leave this behind
Don't fall just be who you are
It's all that we need in our lives
It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that I need in my life
(8)

Shocks..

My God!! Arsenal just had their un-beaten run in the Premiership by an amazing Middlesboro!!!
SNAP! =\.. I honestly did not see this coming! Ex-Arsenal Aliadere destroyed ex-club & was DEFINATELY the man of the match! ..y do these arsenal guys ALWAYS do these kinda things!?!?! Only person who hasnt upset is Anelka yet.. Lauren & Kanu did cause a prob when they came to the Emirates Stadium.. now this guy! haihh! =

Elsewhere, Derby actually scored at Old Trafford, although they got whooped 4-1.. so doesnt really count for anyting! =\.. but it is an improvement having lost to Liverpool & Arsenal with a scoreline of 6-0 & 5-0 respectively.. isnt it? Taking into consideration that Man Utd has spent a lot finance boosting their squad!

Derby manager Paul Jewell.. WHY DID YOU TAKE THE DERBY JOB?!?! Top flight has been nothing but a night-mare!! I know you did wonders for Wigan in their first appearance in the Premiership, sunk a lil lower in the 2nd season having escaped relegation on the last day, but CMON!!! DERBY?!?! & for those of you who dont know, Paul left Wigan due to his "Health" ..Derby.. seriously?!?! I can see it now.. that dood frm CSI comes out.. "Cause Of Death.. Managing Derby.. Time of Death.. when relegation was confirmed!"

All thats left is Liverpool to get knocked outta Champions League.. they were off to a horrible start.. this being the las game of their in the group stage.. both sides.. Marseille & Liverpool both have to win to secure their place.. actually Marseille can draw, being a point more than Liverpool.. so like I said.. nothing more can make me hapy at this very moment! =).. doesnt look likely.. but then again.. Arsenal losing didnt look likely either.. inshaAllah.. =D

Rusty

In Remembrance..

Whatever you do.. whoever you hang out with.. people will always remember you as the person you were when you etched their minds and hearts..

Being kids.. we always shaping up into people's expectations.. whether its your parents, extended family or your friends who always pushed you to your unimaginable potential.. if one ever breaks a connection in between their seemingly long lives.. & if you ever do get the opportunity to meet another person.. they'll always come back expecting something along the lines of what you were..

If you knew a junkie, alcoholic.. you wouldnt expect him to have 2 kids, a steady job and a loveing wife in about 5 years.. but thats mystery & joy of life.. you never know whats going to happen next, as predictable, slow & boring as it can get!

Some people's day's are a rollercoaster everyday, some people's day's are just like traffic on sheikh zayed road at peak hours everday.. and no one will ever be happy with the set up they've been "blessed" with!

Although over a period of time.. after all the different characters one met.. after a series of emotions are felt & experiences endured.. people change.. its not easy to accept or sometimes, even believe.. but its a given.. & has to be accepted unquestionably.. mostly cos this aint a disney movie and people aint going to change just because you want them to!

Except.. it aint all negative.. heh.. sometimes people just stay the exact same.. pouring cold relief on molten hot uncertainty!

I met a couple of my friends from the mosque.. and they were SUBTLY thrilled about me being the same bum! & most people in the area dont even know my name, they know me by extra curricular activity.. so they call me "Football dood" ..its a compliment innit? =\

Nice to know Ive etched a character of that sort with people.. least leaves a smile on MY face.. dont care much about the people I've beaten or fought with.. Ey! when it comes to reputations, & what people have to say behind your back.. its every man for himself trust me!

So just becareful with what you say and do with people who share different relationships with you.. people who are close to you would protect you and prolly have your back covered.. people who you neutral with, just depends on their character and what part of you you've shared with them.. people who dont like you.. well.. what they capable of.. only God knows..

I didnt say at any point in time dont be who you are.. just said.. becareful.. think your actions through & choose your words wisely!

Salams + tc
Rushdi