Well, by now most ppl know im back on home soil.. well, more than it being home soil, id say me stomping grounds! Its nice to be back.. to a place where winter is ACTUALLY winter and summer is ACTUALLY summer.. unlike msia where it js pours rain the WHOLE year! =p ..and for those of yall hu gna say, "cmon, sumtimes it doesnt rain for a couple of days! " ...yall kno wt happens after those short gaps innit? It rains SO HARD that ppl go missing! =p
Just got the mellow Jason Mraz playing in the background, bored outta my mind chatting with a friend on MSN.. sigh.. cant get anymore predictable and mundane than this!
Everyone here in their own groove or rather aint even interested in JUST chilling, they all want to do something, spend cash or just stay away! *shrug* literally speaking.. not like im gna give names, anyway not like u even know them.. for once.. i aint pointing fingers or making excuses to understand it, cos i know wts going on..
Ive changed.. alot.. but not at all enough to put anyone else outta place.. but still.. i see differences, in things i wouldve done b4 and things which i choose not to even bother to talk about.. it knocks on the back of my head sometimes, but thats growing up innit?
Seems like there are a handful of people who were so close to me.. but now, tis like ive grown up.. and they've sorta moved in the opposite direction, and now we sorta dont see eye to eye, tis like b4 we could share a melody in a song and now tis like we arent even in the same tempo, tis a shame, but the cookie's gta crumble either way. I dont even remember what i was expecting when i was flying all the way here, but i knew i wouldnt enjoy what id see.. kinda wish i was a tourist..
Maybe the coming weeks will improve.. going to sign up for different things to do..
Hmm.. i kinda hoping i have a plan outta this country.. i dont know about where im going to settle, but i want to make a life sumwhere else.. inshaAllah lets see what happens..
For now, with regard to this place.. ive given up on everything, from a future to love.. from a life to a social circle..!
Peace
RR
