I think this is the second weird dream im posting.. but who's counting rite..?
Anyway.. oready told sum1 this dream.. person couldnt stop laughin whilst i actually felt a lil hurt.. dont even know why.. was just a dream.. and i cant even remember who was there even though when i did first wake up i did remember the.. erm.. "characters".. but now.. like water washing away the paint of a canvas.. im blank!
Wierd Dream #2
[ tis a really weird dream so bear with me reader.. ]
I sat on this sorta bench.. staring at the nothingness that was my scenery.. pleased.. actually happy.. [which is EXTREMELY weird for me.. ] and i see ppl i kno.. they sorta wave and some come up to me and exchange dialogue.. totally irrelevant.. but still.. just tot id mention that..
Then this.. woman.. comes up to me.. and shes talking.. i dont really reconize her.. but i feel this closeness to her.. maybe it was the way she was talking to me.. i couldnt help but be interested.. i could help but.. care.. =\
Shes talking and talking.. her words are hitting me like bullets from the machine gun that is her mouth.. not like shes not giving me a chance to talk.. just that i want to hear more and i just dont feel like interrupting her cos i can see the glee on her face as well.. suddenly.. i smile.. or rather.. my heart's smiling and that smile is portrayed on my face.. the most sincere smile ive ever felt..
Im just looking deep into her eyes and going into this whole other world.. but suddenly.. she stops.. her enthusiasm and happiness deteriorates and is invaded with sorrow and disappointment.. i ask her whats wrong but she just shrugs my questioning off..
We were just sitting on the bench in silence.. and she turned away and looked ahead pondering with the most straight face ive ever seen her showcase. I begged her to tell me if i had done anything or said anything to take her priceless happiness away from her.. but she just delievered a cold and insincere "Nothing.."
She turned to her side, and then she laid back resting her head on my lap.. the guilt was eating me alive.. for even if i hadnt really done anything.. I felt i shouldve done something to stop her from turning all square and jaded.. i just stroked her head in disappointment in myself..
Dont know how much time had passed.. and how much silence was shared between us.. suddenly this other person comes by and asks me about my long face.. i just go.. "shhhhhhhh.. cant you see she's sleeping..?" the person goes.. "what? ..who you talking about" and i look down to see nothing.. i look to my side of the bench.. and theres nothing.. =\.. what? where'd she go..?
Yaa.. i kinda hated the ending too..
Hope every1's ramadhan's going well.. pray and ask dua as much as possible.. inshaAllah it'l all be answered..
Peace..
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